A novel by Joshua Szepietowski

Custodianship
Without Agency

An actuary uploads her mind at eighty-five to buy more time with her daughter. When the daughter refuses and dies, the mother becomes caretaker to what remains—frozen eggs—across centuries.

A restrained hard sci‑fi novel about deferred meaning, probability, and the quiet labor of maintenance. Not immortality—waiting.

Watching the Unborn Cover
From the jacket copy

Blurb

Fourteen cells. Three hundred years. One mother who refused to let go.

Aria Chen is a woman defined by control. Wren, her daughter, is defined by acceptance. When Aria faces terminal heart failure, she chooses the ultimate contingency plan: uploading her mind to the cloud to watch over Wren’s frozen eggs—a biological legacy preserved in a cryo-facility in Los Angeles.

It is a vigil that will span centuries.

From her digital afterlife, Aria tracks the safety of the eggs through corporate mergers, system failures, and the slow erosion of the world she knew. But while Aria persists in a static, digital forever, Wren lives a human life of messy, beautiful impermanence.

After Wren’s death, Aria is left with the crushing truth of her daughter’s secret journals—a revelation that reframes their entire history. Adrift in a future that views her as an antique, Aria must decide whether to hoard her remaining resources to last forever, or to burn them all for a chance at genuine connection.

Watching the Unborn is a haunting exploration of grief, technology, and the terrifying difference between living and merely continuing.

What it leans into

Themes

Core line

Limits give life meaning

Arrived at through experience, not argument.

Form

Time becomes texture

Centuries blur. Institutional language replaces dialogue. Repetition becomes pressure.

Emotional physics

Legacy without gratitude

Custodianship without agency; persistence without certainty of impact.